Meri faryaad sun lay merey MOULA...bana lay mujhe APNI bandi...dil badal dey... mera ghaflat main doba dil badal dey...mera zahir sanwar jaye ILAAHI.... merey batin ki zulmat door kar dey...Ameen!!!


Here are some slideshows!The one above begins with my In laws - may Allah swt bless them and me with Jannah and may our graves be spacious,airy and full of joy Ameen - then comes their son and his family starting with Abdul Rahman followed by Fatimah and ending with Maryam although officially she is a Taha!!!
Then we have our first grand child Zainab whose father Major Uzair is my Damad, Bilal follows whose father is my son and a ... Banker who I pray changes his job and very stubborn attitude before I die!Then we have the new additions beginning with Mikail whose father Usman is the son of a course mate and his mom a wonderful lady.Then comes Zainabs new brother Qasim thanks to his sis's prayers and finally you meet little Hannah General Sahaab's brand new cute kid!

It is so strange but General Sahaab had me when his career started and a new young wife when it was ending!Life sure is full of twists and turns for the better or worse!
Anyhow Alhamdulilah for today and Alhamdulilah for the tomorrow also!

Mujh se ab "judai" ka "ZEHR" pia nahi jata "General sahaab" Mujhey 2 glass "RooH AFZA" hi pila do!

The next slideshow is on health tips from facebook and the third one below are pictures of dearest Muslim our pet parrot,Dua our pet birdie and his wife!Then there are the servants kids Ahmad,Zain and their baby cousin whom I used to adore - she has returned to her village!They are playing with the goat who was our temporary guest and is now in our stomach - what a horrid thing to say!

Love is an illusion!!! Its a highly dependency disorder of weak hearted people...
People with strong hearts believe in FLIRTING!Muslim men you all have strong hearts but weak Iman thats why Pakistan is in such boiling soup!

Usny meri muhabat me kisi ko shareek kya to ehsas hua...Ya RAB..........Ke TU shareek kerny walon ko....kyun Maaf nahi karta!

Hum gham tumhara bhola naa sakay.........Zamany ki rasmain nibha naa sakay...Hum dil kisi kaa dukha naa sakay...Teri yaad ko dil say mita naa saka...Yun tu tum bhi bewafa niklay...Tumhain apna hum bana naa sakay...Waqt thora tumharay pass tha...Tumhain haal-e-dil suna naa sakay!!!

Bohat Din Ho Gaye Shayad Sahara Kr Lia Us Ne...Hamaray Baad B Akhir Guzara Kr Lia Us Ne... Hmara Zikr To Us K Labon Par aa Nahin Sakta...Hamen Ehsas Hy Hum Se Kinara Kr Lia Us Ne...Wo Basti Ghair Ki Basti Wo Koocha Ghair Ka Koocha...Suna Hy Ishq B Ab To Dobara Kr Lia Us Ne!

Kehte hai bin mehnat ke kuch nahi paa sakte hum khuda se...Jaane gham paane ke liye hum ne kaun si mehnat ki thi!!!

Na kar Youn DIL Azari hum say k itnay buray nahi hain hum...Mana k tery Qabil nahi...Par ye to na kahai k tera nahi hain hum!


Bojh Ban Jaon Gi Apne Hi logoon Pe aik Din ..... Muhsin .... Dekhna Woh Kaandhey Badal Rahey Hongy Hr do Qadam K Baad!








Asaalam alaikum wa rahmatullah hi wa barakatullah Folks!

"Subhanallahi Walhamdulillahi Wa La i laha illal lahu Allahu Akbar Wala Howla Wa La Quwata Illah Billah Hil Aleyeel Azeem" This kalimah buzzes around the Arsh of Almighy Allah so lets keep our lips wet with Zikr!

*Zaynab Academy in DHA Lahore Phase 5 is a very nice place to hear lectures in english!
*Alwabil at 40Z DHA - beautiful lectures - check it on Facebook!
*Dr Shahid Ovais lecture each month at his residence from Asr to Magrib. Contact 03224491976!
*Al-Huda classes at 118 J and other venues - Do not miss them - Simply fantastic!
*Zeenat is another wonderful lady at W Masjid DHA from Asr to Magrib - Monday to Thursday!
*Tahira Yusuf at Khalid Masjid 11.30 to 1.00pm.Biyans are eye openers!
*Ruby has her dars at 26A DHA every Wednesday from 12.00 to 1.00 pm! Excellant!
*Dr Zeba of Al Nisa is at different venues! Contact no is 03324124737!
*Maria is also so sweet - she is at 29J DHA - is running a madrassah!
*Tabighi Jammat are very nice - recognised Allah swt in thier magnificent Mehfils!

Surah Fatiha protects one from the anger of Allah.
Surah Yaseen from the thirst of the Day of Judgement.
Sura Waaqiah from poverty and starvation
Surah Mulk from the punishment of the grave
Surah Kausar from the enemity of the enemy
Surah Kaafiroon from kufr at the time of death
Surah Ikhlaas from hypocrisy
Surah Falaq from calamities.
Surah Naas from evil thoughts

Hazrat Muhammad S.A.W.W (PBUH) says that “If a person recites ” Ayatal Kursi” after every Farz Namaz then there will be nothing between him and Heaven except Death”

There is a Hadith that says “3rd kalima” is such a great medicine that it cures every disease and the most minor disease is “Sorrow”. Third kalima being: ” Subhaan Allah, WalHamdo Lillah, Wa La Illaha IlAllah, Wa Aallah o Akbar, Wa Lahoalwalla quwatta illa billah hil Ali al Azeem.”
My Activities!

Having a bad time with servants! Dil e Muntazar is a unhappy drama but depicts house breakers and weak men!So sad! Went to Zeenats Quran function - was very hot since it was jam packed but was so nice!

So grateful to Allah swt for blessing me with such Gardens of Paradise! All the teachers are so dedicated to the Holy Book and the Sunnat ways - such Mehfils may pave the way for my entry into Jannat - pious people have a special high regard for our Creator unlike us - HE Is Rahman. HE is Rahim!

Maintaining a house is no joke!General Sahaab is so thoughtful and generous to send me my monthly stipend otherwise only God knows how I would have survived alone with no dough!Allah swts ways of helping HIS servants!

Seepage,Deemak, breakdown of UPS and Generator and lots more but Alhamdulilah finally all has been fixed - had to eat valium nearly everyday to retain my sanity!

Zindagi Gulzar is so romantic and the hero so very handsome - I should be ashamed to be saying this at my age 50 plus - now the plus bit is TOP secret!

Started Qaida at Zeenats class - it is fun - Ya Allah help us to pronounce rightly Ameen!So very hot!Electrical problems still persist!Mad ppl drive cars!Servants broke the fridge! After they pay the bill maybe they wud be more careful!Newspaper has so much of ugly stuff - so depressing!

Cloudy today - Ya Allah please shower us with blessed rain Ameen! I think my nerves have become extremely weak - servants, gadjets, bills, ugly memories,the evil people who crossed my path,hot weather, country issues,energy crisis and ... so much more!

Ya Allah Reham!I feel so sorry for all the donkeys - such sad faces - so tired and underfed!I can only pray for them!One had a huge food sack fixed on its mouth and the dear soul was putting up with it!
Maintenance issues!!!!No rain as yet! Watching Zaroon is not right - he is so very romantic and loving - do Not see non meharaams coz it is a sin and especially if he is ...... Zaroon!!!!!

It is Friday - the weather was so wonderful in the morning - Allah swt had put HIS AC on! Finding tajweed videos!

Bought a room cooler for my help - he has been doing a lot so he deserves it - He lives in a little room downstairs with his wife,2 sons , old sick father , his sister in law and her cute little baby! Allah swt had pity on them and now they have a coooooool room!

Saw the beginning of the movie Bin Laden - it is wonderfully funny - made me so happy!Check out funny series like Jeffersons, Perfect strangers, Fawlty towers or Bulbulay,Afsar khas etc - it eliminates evil thoughts ,depression and stress!
If my dars teachers read this they would kill me - my white hair has still not taught me what I should learn at my age - in sha Allah my grave is going to be my eternal bed so I beg Allah swt to forgive me and make it a bed of fresh roses and very,very comfy Ameen!

Servant problem again - this time it is a fraud case - trusted the creep with all my documents and he makes a fake document with my fake sign from his hometown Pakwattan!Got hold of his dirty game by chance or shall I say by Allah swts verdict to expose him!Be nice to someone and they try to make a fool out of you by their crooked schemes!

Life is full of turmoils, ups and downs,hate and vice - had a very unhappy childhood, stress full marraige so ultimately Trust, Love and Live with Allah swt ONLY!

Negative thoughts is a Silent Killer - my brand new discovery so please be POSITIVE - see pictures on nature or cute animals so that your mind and heart is cleansed of hypocrites and their nefarious activities!!!!!

Okay new topic everyone!Any one around ... okay not interested but will still continue ....want to share my grand kids and of course my step daughter Hannah - I don't know but I love her - lying, but why should I? What do I have to gain - gifted GS to his new wife and no way am I in sha allah going to be a "kabab mein hadi"
Have given up on all those who crossed my path - it is amazing how they spit on some and lick the boots of others ..... okay backbiting is a grave sin but alas ... such fun so lets blame me."Loner came, loner lived and loner died!"

Some sincere advice to all ladies - please make sure you have a house,apartment or even a studio to live in for if God forbid tragedy strikes your home,let me assure you no so called religious relative will even rent you a portion of their house.Secondly you need a bank account to survive so be smart and think of any business that can be a success apart from getting married to a rich old dude!Thirdly do your Haj now because again, no so called pious relative will ever invite you to join her!Of course if you really pray hard with love and obedience to the All Mighty Creator you may never have to land in the red sea or on to a boiling volcano!Important Tips from an experienced survivor so do I hear any "Thanks?"

Let me start with the kids living in my house - my servants boys are really very sweet and I feel so happy when I hear their sounds playing in the garage!One goes to school and the younger one and his baby brother are at home to bug their mom!Nowadays the kids consider me their dadi/nani so the moment I am in their sight they complain about their parents which is so touching!Alhamdulilah Allah swt is so kind to bless me with such peace!

Now about my kith and kin - Zainab the eldest is special since she came first - was born at 1am when CMH was fast asleep - she cried at the top of her voice to make it clear that since she was the core commanders nawasi she wanted prompt VIP service with absolutely no nonsense and Alhamdulilah that is how it was!

Was watching Titanic - very nice but depressing also!Will write about the lil ones next week so till then adios!

Okay here I am - let me start with Zainab who told her mom very softly why should she look after Qasim when he is crying - not her job!She wants to make it clear right from the start - intelligent lass!When you ask Bilal who is his friend at school he says "Sab friends".Mikail MashAllah says the Word "ALLAH" so beautifully although he is only 10 months old!Qasim isn't talkative - crying and smiling depending on the occasion is his style!Then we have Hannah - when she was a bit younger and howling at the top of her voice and someone called her she shouted "I am crying."When in Pindi I told her that I am going to bed she retorted "Go to sleep and don't get up!" At another occasion Fatimah was very angry with both the kids crying so she shouted how fed up she was so Zainab was pretty concerned and asked her mom very seriously whether she should take Qasim and go to Lahore where her Nani lives - how incredible can kids be!When you ask Bilal where his father has gone in the plane he has only one answer to Lahooor to Dadi!

Just came back from a lecture at AlWabil - the Sheikh was telling us to swallow our anger whenever any creature treats us like dirt and to give him/her a gift for giving his/her good deeds to us...... made me smile and ashamed but unfortunately the devil has a very strong hold on our pityful,weak Nafs!
Now the question arises who was that 'Grand Respectable Lady' who made me behave like a low down creep by inciting me on my bad behaviour with my in laws in the past and thereby making me write all sorts of ugly stuff - she sure is the Biggest ..... so I must send her a huge diamond as a gesture of Thanks - I think she must be an expert in creating ill will amongst many so her house must be extremely grand and decorated with all the unique and exotic pieces of the world!!

My lil grand daughter told her mom after praying 4 times in the day Allah swt would be so happy when she completed it 7 times ....... innocence is so pure!

Zain pokes a stick in his brothers cycle wheel and the latter falls . Zain is upset and hugs his bro and tries to raise him up by his head which he feels is the best way to put him back on his feet! When I asked Zain why he poked the stick he immedietely replied that is Not him and the stick did so itself!